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ok.. so ive decided, that im going to TRY to do what my ED doctor said.. and eat healthy. because, the shit ive been doing is making me fat. i really dont like eating breakfast, but ill give it a chance, i suppose it wouldnt hurt ive tried pretty much everyhting else. but im going to count my calories and exercise everday so that way theres no way i can gain weight.. and im NOT gona binge and purge, because im going to be in control of what i put in my mouth, and im going to overcome this stupid disease, or illness, or whatever, because im fucking sick of it, and i hate it more than u can imagine. this time i have to get better. my face is so swollen :( and i look like a jelli bean .. seriously ughhh and i hate jelli beans.